Showing posts from April, 2017

13 Reasons Why

13 Reasons Why is a tv series about a girl named Hannah who commited suicide and after her death, she left 13 tapes which contained her records narrating what happened to her prior her suicide. Her tapes contained 13 names and those people are the reasons why she killed herself.
Admit it or not, we've all been "Hannah" in our lives too. Depression is a complicated state because sometimes we get so confused and ask ourselves "Am I depressed?" and we start to search on google "Signs of Depression" We've all felt that "emptyness" in our lives but the difference between us who are living right now and Hannah, is that we somehow managed to continue our lives despite all the struggles we've faced. But well if you've watched tape 12, you'll realize what triggered her suicide most because if I were here, I'd be at lost too. When problems pile up one by one, sometimes we can't handle the pressure and stress too. We don't w…

Symbols and Myths

We were out with some good old friends and as my friends came with me on my new place, on my new "room", there was this white moth flying over us. A little strange because there's just one in a million chance that a moth will come to our apartment. No trees, no nature, but only buildings and noisy cars on the street.
Well I didn't mind at first but few hours after, I became so supertitious that I searched the meaning online and I even called my grandma for she might give me the symbol behind it. Lola said it's a symbol that money will come in my life. For Google, it symbolizes the soul of a person who died and some cultures believe that it's a soul's way of saying their final goodbye.

So me being the type of person who likes to interpret things and asks for signs, it is somehow depressing but more on relief on my part.
My grandfather died few months ago and it's like the 2nd or 3rd time since then that I have seen butterfly or moth appearing out of no…